The Drums Cut Silent

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Bram: The day before the feast, Chimalli went up into the sacred precinct to ask a foreigner's leave to worship his own gods, and did not know, climbing the steps he had climbed all his life, whether he was asking for a festival or walking into one. It had come to this in a single winter. The strangers were barricaded in the palace of the dead king across the plaza, three hundred of them and their allies behind a wall of their own making, and their guns pointed out at the precinct through slots cut in the stone, and the god-on-earth was still their hostage, and now the greatest feast of the year — Toxcatl, the dry-season feast of Tezcatlipoca, the one the whole city turned toward the way a field turns toward the sun — could not be held without permission from a captain who did not believe in it. The lords had chosen Chimalli to go and ask, because he was a made-noble and could be spent, and because he could hold his face. The priests had come to him the night before, three of them, the keepers of the feast, and had not asked whether the feast should be held — that was not a question a Mexica priest could form — but only how the leave was to be got, and from whom, and by whose mouth. Chimalli had sat with them in the dark and understood that he was being handed a thing that could not be refused and could not be made safe. To hold the feast under the strangers' guns was to walk the city's sons into a walled court; to cancel it was to tell a coiled city and its frightened occupiers, in the one language both of them could read, that the Mexica were afraid — and a people that admits its fear to the men holding its king has already begun to be thrown down. There was no safe road. There was only which unsafe road, and the priests had chosen, and had chosen him to walk it, because a farmer's son raised to the war-council was exactly the kind of man a city keeps for the errands that might not come back. So he had washed, and dressed plainly, not in the jaguar war-suit — a man does not go armoured to ask a favour — and he had gone up through the sacred precinct in the early light, past the great twin-shrined temple, past the racks and the round temple of the wind, past the court where tomorrow the dancers would coil, and he had felt the whole weight of the place the way he had felt it his whole climbing life: the axis of the world, the exact spot where the heavens and the underworld met the earth, the reason for the debt and the city and everything he was. And he had thought, climbing: I am going to ask a man who calls all of this a nest of devils whether we may worship in it. And he had held his face. The golden one received him in the plaza with the sun behind him. The Mexica had a name for this one already: Tonatiuh, the sun, for the fire of his hair and beard and for the way he seemed to burn even standing still. He was not the captain — the captain was gone, marched east three days ago with the best of his men to meet some second host of strangers that had landed on the coast, and had left this one in his place — and a garrison left in command of a city it was terrified of is a dangerous thing, and every man in the plaza knew it. Between them stood a boy of the coast peoples who spoke a little of both tongues badly. It was not the slave-woman who ran the war through her mouth; she had gone east with the captain. This was a child doing a woman's work, and the words came across the gap chipped and rough. Chimalli spoke the request the way the priests had shaped it, plain and low, stripped of the flowers a great occasion deserved, because flowers did not survive the crossing through the boy.

Chimalli: The feast of Toxcatl falls at its appointed day, as it has fallen every year of the world. The young men will dance the dance of the serpent in the court, and the image of the god will be carried. There will be no weapons — there are never weapons at the dance. No clubs. No spears. Only flowers, and the drum, and the naked dancing. We ask leave to keep the feast, and we will keep it under your eyes, if you wish it so.

Bram: He said the part about the weapons twice, and made the boy carry it twice, because it was the part that mattered — that the dancers would be unarmed, that this was worship and not a muster — and he watched the boy chip it across the gap, and watched Tonatiuh listen with his head tilted, and watched the pale eyes move: not to Chimalli's face, but past it, out over the precinct, counting. Counting the courts. Counting the ways in. Counting, Chimalli understood with a slow cold turning in his gut, the dancers there would be, and the walls that would hold them, and the number of gates a man would need to close. And Tonatiuh smiled, and spread his hands, and gave his answer through the boy.

Alvarado: By all means, let them hold their feast. Tell him I would not for the world stand between a people and their god. I have heard this dance of theirs is a wonder — the flower of the city, they say, all in feathers and gold. Tell him I shall come and watch it myself. Tell him nothing would please me more than to see it with my own eyes, every last dancer of it.

Bram: And he clasped Chimalli's forearm in the strangers' way, warm as a brother, his grip hard with old sword-work, and Chimalli felt the warmth of it and could not read a single thing behind the eyes. He had taken forty men alive in his life by reading the instant before they moved — the flicker, the weight-shift, the breath a man draws before he commits — and he read Tonatiuh now with everything he had, and found nothing, a smiling wall, and knew only that he had just been given something, and that he could not tell whether it was a gift or a snare, and that there was no longer any way to find out except to hold the feast and see who was inside the court when the gates closed. Every last dancer of it. The boy had carried the words flat and rough, and Chimalli turned them over walking away and could not decide whether they were a courtesy or a count. He went back down the steps into the coiled city with the strangers' warmth still on his arm like a mark. The bow was drawn. He did not know, walking home to tell the priests they had their feast, which way it pointed. He only knew that tomorrow the drums would sound in the sacred court for the first time since the strangers came, and that a great many of the city's best-loved sons would dance naked and unarmed in a walled yard, under the eyes of frightened men with guns, to a god the frightened men called a devil — and that he had been the one sent to arrange it. This is Flower and Song — history, lived from the inside. Tonight: the drums cut silent. Episode five. That's a conch — blown from the high temple to mark the watches over the greatest city in the Americas, a quarter of a million souls on a lake, the navel of a world. For a winter now the strangers have lived inside that city as guests who became jailers, holding its emperor and running its war through a slave's mouth. Tonight the held breath breaks. Tonight there is a feast, and a sealed gate, and a sound the city has heard every year of its life that stops in the middle and does not start again. And by the time the strangers are driven bleeding back out across the water, something they carried in with them will already be loose in the streets — with no hand behind it, and no name yet, and no cure. So — listen. Beltrán de Coria had been two years in the Indies, and had learned that the worst news always arrived looking like good news, wearing a grin, from the mouth of a man who was glad to be the one carrying it. So when the shout went round the quarters that a fleet had come — ships, a great fleet, off the coast to the east, more strangers, Christians, Castilians like themselves — and the company boiled up out of its billets cheering, thinking of reinforcements, of fresh men and horses and powder and maybe wine, Beltrán did not cheer. He counted. He had got into the habit of counting when the others cheered, because a man who is counting is a man who has not yet been surprised. Eighteen ships, the runner said. Near a thousand men. Eighty horse, and cannon, and crossbows past counting. And Beltrán stood in the sun of the great plaza of a city that still did not quite seem real to him — the towers rising white out of the water, the canals, the smell of copal and marsh and ten thousand cook-fires — and did the sum that anyone who was counting could do, which was that a thousand fresh Christians did not sail across an ocean and land on a coast a captain had claimed for himself out of pure brotherly love. He said as much, low, to the men around him, in the muttering way he had. Somebody's come to take it off us, lads. All this. Somebody back in the islands has heard how much gold there is and sent a thousand men to collect it, and the only thing standing between them and us is the captain, who is, if you'll recall, an outlaw twice over who sailed against orders in the first place. He was right, and within a day everyone knew he was right. The fleet was Pánfilo de Narváez, sent up from Cuba by the governor the captain had defied, with a thousand men and a warrant to arrest Hernán Cortés and hang him if he could, and put the whole rich enterprise back under the governor's hand. It was, Beltrán observed to the Greek gunner as they cleaned the culverin they were not going to be allowed to keep, a very Spanish way to conquer an empire: you get a few hundred lunatics to do the impossible, seize the largest city in the world by holding its king in his own bedroom, and the very moment the thing is balanced on a knife's edge, home sends a thousand of your own countrymen to cut each other's throats over who gets to own it. The gunner, who had seen the sack of two Italian cities, said that this was how it always went, and that the trick was to still be alive and holding something when the great men finished deciding, and Beltrán said amen to that, and crossed himself, and did not feel better. The captain did the thing the captain always did, which was to move first and fast and toward the danger. He would not sit in the city and be besieged from the coast. He picked out the best of his men — the hard core, the ones who had been with him since the sands of Tabasco — and he took the interpreter, the slave-woman whose three tongues were worth a company of arquebusiers, and he marched east to hit the thousand before the thousand could gather itself. And he left the city, and the hostage emperor, and the whole impossible balancing act, in the hands of Pedro de Alvarado — the golden one, brave as a bull and about half as thoughtful — with a garrison you could have lost in a good-sized church. Beltrán was near enough, the morning they marched, to hear the captain give the golden one his charge, and to see the two faces while it was given, and he chewed on what he saw for a long time after.

Cortes: You hold the city, Pedro. You hold the emperor. You do nothing — you understand me — nothing but hold, and keep him sweet, and keep the men in hand, until I am back with the whole of Narváez's strength at my heel. Whatever they do, whatever feast they keep, whatever they seem to plot — you sit still and you hold. The whole thing turns on you not moving.

Alvarado: I'll hold it, Hernán. Go and settle your Narváez and come back rich. The Indians love me; I'll drink their pulque and watch their dances and be as gentle as a nun.

Bram: And the captain looked at him a moment longer than the answer wanted, Beltrán saw — the way you look at a knife you are not sure of before you put it in your belt — and then let it go, because there was no one else to leave, and rode east. And Beltrán, marching out behind him, thought that of all the things in that overloaded country that could go wrong, leaving the most head-strong man in the company alone and frightened in charge of a hostage god in a city of a quarter-million was perhaps the one he'd have bet on first, if a foot-soldier's bets were worth anything, which they were not. Beltrán marched east with the captain, which he was glad of at the time and would be gladder of later, because it meant he was not in the city for what happened in the city. But he marched out past the newcomers' camps on the coast in the days that followed, past the sick-tents of Narváez's beaten army once it was all over, and he saw — the way you see a thing and file it and only understand it much later — a man laid out shivering under a blanket in the wet heat, his face a horror of blisters, tended by his fellows and burning up. Some pox off the ships. There was always some pox off the ships. Beltrán crossed himself and kept walking and did not think about it again for a long time, because a foot-soldier learns to walk past a sick man the way he learns to walk past a corpse, and because there was, God knew, enough that could kill you in that country that you could see coming, without borrowing worry over a thing you could not. In the city, with the captain gone east and the golden one shut behind his wall, the held breath grew tighter by the day, and Chimalli, who had spent a lifetime learning to read the instant before a thing breaks, felt the whole city coiling around him like a drawn bow that has been held too long and begun, very slightly, to tremble. It showed in small things first. The great market at Tlatelolco, the loudest place in the world, went a little quieter, the way a forest goes quiet — no one could have said what was missing, only that the bargaining had an edge under it now, that men glanced at the causeways, that the porters moved a little faster, that the lanes of the feather-sellers and the cacao-traders thinned an hour before dusk. The strangers no longer came out to walk it as they had in the first weeks, gawking and buying and being cheated. They stayed behind their wall. And a garrison that stays behind its wall in the middle of a city is a garrison that has begun to be afraid, and a city can smell fear on its occupiers the way a dog smells it, and fear answered with fear is how the worst things in the world begin. Chimalli went daily to the war-council, which met now in a lord's house and not the palace, because the palace held a captured Speaker and a hundred foreign guns. And in the council Cuitláhuac — the Speaker's brother, the hawk, the man Chimalli had backed against the tlatoani's fatal patience all this ruinous year — no longer even argued for the strike. He simply made it ready. Quietly, the way you bank a fire you mean to blow into flame. Canoes moved men and macuahuitl by night to the houses that ringed the palace. The bridges on the causeways were surveyed, which ones lifted, which ones could be broken and how fast. The young men of the warrior houses were told, without being told, to keep close and keep sober. It was not yet the order to rise. It was everything that comes the moment before the order to rise, and Chimalli, watching it assemble, felt something in his own chest that he had waited a whole grinding winter to feel, and was ashamed to find how much it felt like relief. For there was, threaded all through the coiling, one question that no one in the council would say aloud, because to say it aloud was still the unthinkable thing: what did they do about the Speaker? Rise against the strangers, and the strangers held a knife at the throat of the god-on-earth, and would open it the instant the first blade was drawn. Every man in the room knew this. And every man in the room had begun, that spring, to think the thought that followed from it, and to hate himself for thinking it, and to think it anyway: that a Speaker held in a strangers' palace, sending out flowered commands to sit still while the strangers dug in, was no longer entirely the Speaker; that there might come a point where the city had to choose between the man and the thing the man was the guardian of, and that the man might have to be let go. Cuitláhuac's face, when the matter brushed near, went to stone. Once, and only once, in the low light of the council house with the fire banked, he said the nearest thing to it that any of them said aloud that spring.

Cuitlahuac: My brother sends us word to sit, and we sit, because the word wears his name. But a man who writes with a knife at his back writes what the knife wants. I do not say what I am not yet ready to say. I say only this: the day is coming when this city must choose between the man on the mat and the mat itself. And I have begun to know which way I will choose, and it is breaking my heart, and I will do it anyway.

Bram: He loved his brother. He was also, Chimalli saw, already counting — the way any man counts who has understood that a thing he loves may have to be spent — and the counting was its own answer, and Chimalli, who had a son the whole future was hostage to, understood the arithmetic of it better than he wished he did. And into this — into a city wound to the breaking point, a garrison sick with fear behind its wall, a war-council laying the fire and not yet lighting it — came the feast. Toxcatl. The great feast of the dry season, the feast of the smoking-mirror god, the one fixed thing in the turning year, due at its appointed day whether the world was ending or not; and perhaps most of all because the world seemed to be ending. The priests were adamant. Chimalli understood them completely, because he was one of them in his bones. When the order of the world is threatened, you do not suspend the rites that hold the order of the world together. You perform them harder. You feed the sun more exactly, you dance the dance more perfectly, you show the frightened people and the frightening strangers and the gods themselves that the Mexica keep the debt no matter what walks into their city off the eastern sea. It was the most natural thing in that world, and the most reasonable, and Chimalli backed it in council with his whole chest, and it walked the flower of the city's youth, naked and unarmed and singing, into a walled yard ringed by terrified men with guns. The night before the feast, Chimalli came home late from the council to the small house that was still, after everything, the only place in the world where he was not a warrior, and found his wife awake in the dark, waiting, and understood that she had heard — the way she always heard, before he told her anything — that tomorrow was a day a man might not come home from. Xóchitl was a potter's daughter he had married for love against the mild disapproval of his new rank, twenty years ago, when he was newly raised and could have reached higher and had not wanted to. She sat by the banked hearth with her hair down, and did not ask him what the council had decided, because she knew he could not tell her, and because the not-asking was one of the true languages between them. He sat down beside her. He did not reach for her. He had not reached for her, not truly, not in a whole year — not since the strangers came, when some hard instinct in him had closed that door along with all the others, as if a man saving himself for a war owed the debt of his own body to it and could not spend even that on tenderness. She had let the door stay closed. She had never once said a word about it. That was its own kind of language too, and tonight, in the dark, it was the loudest thing in the room. He tried to speak and found the high formal words gone. All his life, under strain, he had climbed into the ceremonial speech the way a frightened man climbs into prayer, the parallel couplets, the flower and the song, the water and the hill — and now, sitting beside his wife on the last ordinary night of the world, he reached for them and they were not there. There was only the plain speech, the farmer's-son speech, the words a man has when the beautiful words have run out.

Chimalli: I have arranged the feast. I stood in the plaza and asked the golden stranger's leave, and he gave it, and smiled, and I could not read him. Tomorrow our sons dance in the court with no weapons, and I do not know if I have arranged a festival or a killing, and I cannot stop it, because to stop it now is to tell the whole city we are afraid, and a city that says it is afraid is already halfway thrown down.

Xochitl: Then you have done the thing you were given to do, and done it as well as it could be done, and the rest is not yours. Tozca is not dancing. I asked. The calmécac boys keep the vigil at the small shrine, not the serpent dance; he will be behind stone walls with the priests, not in the open court. I know you have been carrying him into that yard in your mind all evening. Put him down. He is not there.

Bram: And Chimalli felt the thing he had been holding all winter move in his chest, because she had reached in and taken the exact fear out of him and set it down — their son, the proof of his whole climbing life, safe behind walls — and the taking of it undid something. He turned to her in the dark. He put his hand at her hip, the old sure place, and felt her breath change, and felt his own certainty falter at last in the one room where it had always faltered, and he did the thing he had denied himself for a year: he stopped being the warrior who owed his body to the war and let himself be, for one night, only a man who wanted his wife. It was not the young hunger of twenty years ago. It was slower and sadder and more knowing, want threaded all the way through with grief, two people who had learned each other's bodies across half a lifetime finding each other again in the dark on a night they both knew might be the last of its kind. He pulled the cloak from her shoulder and pressed his mouth to the warm skin of her throat, and she made a low sound and drew him down, and for a while there were no strangers, no guns behind the wall, no drawn bow of a city, no debt owed to any sun — only the heat of her under his hands, the rise of her breath, the small fierce clutch of her fingers at his back, the old wordless argument of a long marriage settled again in the dark, skin and breath and the give of two bodies that had nothing left to hide from each other. He surrendered to it wholly, the way he had not surrendered to anything in a year, and hated for one instant how much he had needed it, and then stopped hating it, and let it have him. Afterward they lay tangled in the dark, and her head was on his chest, and he stared up at the beams of the small house and felt the thing he could never say to her rise up under his ribs — the doubt, the cold worm of it, the thought he paid down with his own blood on the maguey spine and could not keep paid: that the sun did not care, had never been fed by them at all, that the whole vast order he had climbed out of the mud to serve might be a story the lords told. He could not say it. He would never say it, least of all to her, least of all tonight. But she was a potter's daughter and she read clay and she read him, and she laid her palm flat on his chest over the place where the doubt lived, and did not ask, and let the silence stand, and he understood that she had always known, and had never once made him say it, and that this — this exactly, her hand over the thing he could not name — was the one thing in all the turning world the war had not yet found a way to take. He held her tighter. Outside, across the water, the conch sounded the last watch of the night, thin and far, and for the first time in his life he did not answer it in his heart, and did not feel the sun climb any less surely for his silence, and lay in the dark holding the one warm certain thing he had, and let the feast come. The morning of the feast, Chimalli stood at the edge of the great court of the sacred precinct and watched the most beautiful thing his world could make, and for a little while — a last little while — he forgot to be afraid. They had prepared it for a year. All through the past twelvemonth a young man had lived among them as the living image of Tezcatlipoca — the ixiptla, the god made flesh, chosen for his perfection, taught to play the reed flute and carry himself like the lord of the near and the far; he had walked the city playing his flutes, garlanded, honoured, courted, a god you could touch, and today at the height of the feast he would climb the temple and break his flutes one by one on the steps and give his heart to the sun, willingly, gloriously, the most beautiful death the world could offer a man. That was the shape of Toxcatl. Chimalli had seen forty of these feasts. He had never stopped finding it the most moving thing he knew — that a man could BE the god for a year and then give the god back, that the debt could be paid not in a captured enemy but in the willing flower of your own youth, and that the sun would climb tomorrow because of it. And now the court filled with the dancers. Not the captives, not the doomed — the living flower of the city, the best-born and best-loved young men, hundreds of them, the sons of the lords and the finest of the warrior houses, oiled and painted and hung with turquoise and gold and the long trembling feathers, naked to the waist, unarmed, every one of them there by right and by honour, chosen because he was beautiful and brave and beloved. They wore no weapons. A man did not bring a weapon to the serpent dance; it would have been like bringing one to prayer. They carried flowers. And then the great drum sounded, the huehuetl, the tall upright drum that spoke with the voice of the earth, and beside it the teponaztli, the two-tongued log-drum, took up its wooden double-note, and the master of the drums began — old Painalton, who had drummed the feasts of the city for thirty years, whose hands on the skins were the most famous hands in Tenochtitlan, who could make ten thousand people move as one body with the pressure of his palms. The drum found its pulse and the flutes climbed over it and the hundreds of young men began the dance of the serpent, the long winding coiling line of them, stamping and turning, the feathers rising and falling like a field of grain in a wind, the gold catching the sun, and the whole packed court and the crowds along the walls took up the song, and the sound of it — the drum in the chest of the earth, the flutes, the singing, the stamp of five hundred feet — rolled up off the precinct and out over the whole city like something poured. Chimalli stood at the edge of it with his heart in his throat. This was the thing itself. This was what the debt was FOR. Not the fear, not the strangers, not the grinding winter of a captured king — this: the beauty of the world kept turning by the willing offering of its own best, the flower and the song made flesh and given back, the city singing its own continuance up into an untroubled sky. He looked at the winding line of dancing youths, the beautiful unarmed sons of the city, and felt the whole cracked winter of his doubt heal over for the length of a few drumbeats, and thought: this is real, this is true, whatever else has gone wrong, THIS is real — — and then he saw the strangers. They had come out from behind their wall. They stood in the gateways of the court — all the gateways, he saw now, every entrance to the great court — in their steel, with their swords, and here and there among them the allied warriors, and they were not watching the dance the way men watch a wonder. He knew how men watched a wonder; he had watched this one his whole life. They were watching it the way he himself watched an enemy line before the charge, the way he had taught young warriors to watch: picking marks, spacing themselves, one man to each arc of the court, hands loose and ready at the hilt. The golden one stood in the main gate with the sun in his hair. And Chimalli, who had read the instant before the strike forty times and lived, felt the whole warmth of the feast turn to ice in his gut, and understood, three drumbeats before it happened, that he had walked the flower of the city into a walled yard and closed the gate behind them himself, and that there was no weapon anywhere in that court but flowers, and that the counting he had watched in the golden eyes the day before had not been idle. He opened his mouth to shout a warning that would have meant nothing — there was nothing anyone in that court could have done, unarmed, penned, five hundred dancing men in the open and the steel in every gate — and the drum was still sounding, old Painalton's hands still driving the pulse of the earth up into the sky, and Chimalli's shout was still in his throat when the strangers moved. They went for the drummer first. That was the thing Chimalli would carry to the end of his life, the thing that told him everything about the men who did it: that they understood, without a word of the language, that the drum was the heart of it, and that to stop the thing you stop the heart. Two of them reached Painalton at his great drum and a sword came down and the old man's hands — those famous hands, thirty years of feasts in them — came off at the wrists, both of them, and the drum's voice broke off mid-pulse as the hands that made it fell onto the skin they had been striking, and for one instant, one endless instant, the whole court was a dance with no drum, five hundred men still turning to a beat that had just stopped existing, the flutes faltering, the song coming apart — — and then the drums cut silent, and into that silence came the screaming, and the court became a killing-floor. There is no way to make it a battle, because it was not a battle. A battle has two sides. This had steel in a ring around five hundred naked unarmed men who could not get out, and Chimalli watched it from the edge, pressed back against the wall by the surge, and made himself watch, because turning away felt like one more abandonment of men he had led into this. He saw the dancers try to run and find every gate full of swords. He saw them clawing at the walls with their bare hands, boosting each other, dragged down by the ankles. He saw the beautiful ones, the gold-hung sons of the lords, cut through the belly and the neck, going down in their feathers among the trampled flowers, and the paint and the gold and the blood all mixing in the dust of the court. He saw a boy he half-knew, a lord's son, hold up his empty hands — no weapon, see, no weapon — in the universal gesture that means I cannot hurt you, and be run through anyway, because the men doing this were not asking. He saw the killing done close, with the sword and the long knife, the wet ugly work of it, men slipping in what came out of other men, and he understood in his own churning gut the thing his whole life had hidden from him: what it looked like from OUTSIDE. What the stone looked like from below. Because he had walked men to the stone. He had taken forty enemies alive, at terrible risk, fed them, honoured them, called them beloved son, and given them to the sun, and had believed with his whole heart that it was the most sacred thing a man could do — that the captive's death fed the world, that it was owed, that it was holy, that the man on the stone was not murdered but offered. And he stood now at the edge of a court full of his own city's unarmed sons being butchered by strangers who thought THEIR gods required it, or thought nothing at all, and he could not — he reached for the wall in his mind that had always stood between the sacred killing and the monstrous killing, the wall that made his forty a sacrament and this an abomination, and his hand went through it. It was not there. It had never been there. There was only killing, and the stories men told about it, and the boy holding up his empty hands went down exactly the way a captive goes down on the stone, and Chimalli heard himself make a sound he had never made, and did not climb into the high speech, because the high speech was gone, because there were no flowers for this, because the only words left in him were the blunt words of the field: they are killing them, they are all being killed, get out, get OUT — And he moved. Not to fight — there was nothing to fight with, and a tlacatēccatl of the war council dead in a feast-court was worth nothing to the city. He moved to survive, and to carry the word out, which was the only weapon left to him. He went along the wall in the crush, low, fast, the banked stillness of forty years of war turned all at once to flight, and a stranger's sword took the man beside him — Ehecatl, a young ocēlōtl warrior of his own division, unarmed, who had danced because it was an honour — took him across the throat so that his blood came out hot across Chimalli's shoulder and arm, and Chimalli did not stop, could not stop, and would carry that too: that he had gone past a man of his own, a boy he had trained, dying in the dust, and had not stopped, because stopping was dying, because the city had to be told. He reached a servants' gap in the precinct wall that the strangers in their counting had not weighted, and he went through it into the alleys with the massacre roaring behind him and Ehecatl's blood cooling on his arm, and behind him the drum did not start again, and would not start again, and the sound of the city he had known his whole life was over. He came out into the streets running and shouting, and he did not shout in the high speech. He shouted the way a field-commander shouts, plain and huge, the words tearing out of him: Mexica! To arms! They are killing our sons in the temple — the strangers are killing the dancers — rise, rise, everyone, bring everything, they are murdering the feast! And the city, coiled all winter to the breaking point, holding its breath behind its held emperor and its careful counting — the city heard the drum stop, and heard the screaming come up off the precinct, and heard a jaguar general running through its streets with another man's blood on him roaring that the sons of the city were being slaughtered, and the bow that had been drawn all winter, at last, with a sound like the world tearing, let go. For twenty years Chimalli had wanted one thing above all others: to be let off the leash. To stop waiting on the tlatoani's caution, to stop reciting the elders' speech to men who would not move, and to bring the whole weight of the greatest army in that world down on the strangers before they unmade the order of things. And now, standing in a street boiling with armed men, hoarse from shouting, another warrior's blood dried black on his arm, he got the thing he had wanted, and it tasted of ash, because the price of it had been the flower of the city dead in a feast-court, and because a want you get only over the bodies of your own is not a victory even when it is one. But he was a soldier, and the soldier took over, and the soldier was, God help him, glad of the work. The war-drum on the temple was beating now — not the feast-pulse of old Painalton, that was gone forever, but the hard flat war-beat, the drum that told the warrior houses where to gather — and the city came. It came out of every calpulli and every ward, tens of thousands, the warriors first in what harness they could grab, then the young men, then the old men and the women with stones and roof-tiles and boiling water, a whole quarter-million-souled city turning itself in an afternoon into a single furious weapon aimed at three hundred strangers behind a wall. Chimalli found Cuitláhuac at the head of it, and the two of them, who had strained against the leash together all year, now had the whole host in their hands and put it where it needed to go. And here Chimalli discovered the thing his high orthodox soul had never let him see: that in the field, with the blood up and the work plain, he did not need the flowers. The ceremonial Nahuatl that had deserted him in his wife's arms and in the feast-court did not come back, and he found he did not want it. He gave his orders in the blunt hard speech of the field, short and clear, and men obeyed them, and it was better than any speech he had ever polished off the stones as a boy.

Chimalli: Bowmen to the roofs — every roof that overlooks the palace, and keep them fed with arrows. Fill the near canals with canoes and warriors; I want no gap they can sally into. Break the causeway bridges — every one, all three roads — I want them on an island with no road off it. And bring fire to the walls. They have three hundred and we have the city. We do not need to be clever. We need to be endless.

Bram: He was, for the first time in the whole ruinous year, exactly and only what he was, with no gap between the man and the moment, and he hated that the price of it had been the dance. A younger warrior, one of his own division, ran up white-faced and asked what they were to do about the guns — the guns cut lanes through them each time they charged, whole files of men gone in a breath of thunder and smoke — and Chimalli heard himself answer in the new flat field-voice, and heard how far it was from the man who had recited the elders' speech in a hall of lords three months before.

Chimalli: We spend men on the guns until the guns run out of what feeds them. That is the arithmetic. They cannot make more thunder on an island; we can always make more men. Send the next wave. And the next. It is a terrible thing I am telling you, and it is the truth, and it is how the city lives.

Bram: They threw themselves at the palace and the strangers' guns threw them back. That was the shape of the days that followed: the city surging against the walls of the Axayacatl palace, the guns and crossbows scything lanes through the packed warriors, the walls holding, the dead piling, and the city not caring, coming again, and again, because a city of that size does not run out of men the way three hundred strangers run out of powder. Chimalli lost count of the assaults. He learned the new arithmetic of it, the terrible patient arithmetic Cuitláhuac had already understood: that they would lose ten and twenty and fifty for one, and that it did not matter, because they had the tens of thousands and the strangers had three hundred and no way to be resupplied and no road off the island but the causeways, and the causeways were his now, broken and watched. He did not need to storm the palace. He needed only to close the trap and starve it and bleed it, and let the island do the rest. The strangers were penned. The hunter was in the house at last, and the house had turned on him, and for a few grim days Chimalli let himself believe that the sun, whatever it did or did not require, was about to be handed the whole company of them. Beltrán de Coria, meanwhile, three days' hard march to the east, was fighting the wrong war, and did not yet know that the right one had already begun without him. The captain had done what the captain did. He had come up on Narváez's thousand at Cempoala in the black of a rainy night, in a downpour so hard you could not see the man in front of you, and he had bribed half of them beforehand and surprised the other half in their beds, and it had been less a battle than a brawl in a thunderstorm. Beltrán had been in the thick of it, soaked to the bone, sword and buckler, going up the steps of a temple where Narváez had forted his guns, and it had been the sort of fight he hated most, close and blind and slippery, friend and foe in the same Castilian, everyone screaming the same saints' names. A shot went off in the dark a hand's breadth from his face — some frightened boy of Narváez's touching off an arquebus point-blank into the rain — and the flash blinded him and the ball took the man beside him instead of him, and Beltrán stood there deafened with the powder-smoke in his eyes and understood in his shaking gut that he was alive because a wet night had spoiled a boy's aim by the width of a wrist, and for no other reason, and he counted his own remaining seconds the way he counted everything, and got up the steps, and did not die. Narváez took a pike in the eye up in his gun-nest and roared that he was killed, and his thousand — who had, after all, no quarrel with anyone worth losing an eye over, and had heard all week about the gold — looked at the outcome and did the sensible Spanish thing and changed sides on the spot. By dawn the captain had not a company but an army: his own hard core plus a thousand fresh men, eighty horses, powder and shot in plenty. It should have been the best morning of the whole enterprise. And into that triumphant, hungover, victorious dawn came the runners from the city, and the news they carried turned every man's stomach to water. The city had risen. There had been a killing at some festival — no one on the coast had it straight, only that Alvarado's men had made a slaughter in the temple and the whole of Tenochtitlan had come off its leash at once — and Alvarado and the garrison and the hostage emperor and all the gold were penned in the palace behind a wall the city was throwing itself against day and night, and the causeways were broken, and if the captain wanted his conquest back he had better come now, with everyone, before there was nothing left to come back to. And Beltrán, watching the captain's face go still and hard as he took it in, felt the whole cheerful victory of the coast curdle in an instant, and thought, with the clear cold certainty of a man who counts: we won the wrong fight. And now we have to march a thousand tired men back into the largest city in the world, which has just discovered it hates us, to rescue the fool who taught it to. They marched. And Beltrán, tramping west toward the mountains and the lake in the column of the swollen army, marched beside the men of Narváez now folded into their own, and heard, two days into it, the coughing start. First one man, then a knot of them, then more — a hard wet cough, and then the fevers, and then a fellow he'd shared a fire with three nights running turned up at the morning muster with his face wrong, swelling, the first blisters coming up under the skin like something surfacing. The same pox, Beltrán thought, that he'd seen laid out under a blanket in the sick-tents on the coast, the pox off Narváez's ships — and now it was in the column, walking west with them, walking toward the city on the same road they walked, and there was not one thing to be done about it. He crossed himself and shifted his place in the line to be upwind of the sick, which was all a man could do, and marched, and did not yet understand that the deadliest thing in that whole vast army was not the swords or the horses or the guns, but the thing with no face that was marching in among them toward the lake. The captain fought his way back into the city and into the trap, because the captain could not imagine a trap that could hold him. He came up the one causeway that could still bear an army, on a day the city let him come precisely so it could close behind him, and he reached the palace and joined his penned garrison, and the city shut the road at his back and went on throwing itself at the walls, and now there were more strangers in the trap, and more mouths, and no more road. And it was into this — the trap sprung, the assaults unceasing, the strangers running short of everything — that they brought the god-on-earth up onto the parapet to speak. Chimalli was in the plaza below when it happened, and so he saw it from beneath, as one of the tens of thousands, and could never afterward say for certain what he had seen. They put Moctezuma up on the palace roof in his full regalia, the turquoise and the quetzal plumes and the speaking-staff, the whole apparatus of a Great Speaker, and beside him — Chimalli's eye found her at once across all that distance, the way it always found her — stood the slave-woman, the tongue, back in the city with the captain, ready to carry the Speaker's words down to a city that no longer belonged to him. And Moctezuma spoke, and the slave-woman carried his words down over the plaza in the great reverential Nahuatl, pitched to carry, the voice that had moved the world for eighteen years played one last time.

Moctezuma: My children. My people. Lay down your arms. The strangers are guests who will go — I have their word that they will go, and go in peace, if you will only cease. Do not throw yourselves upon their weapons and die. I am your Speaker, and I have weighed this as no other can weigh it, and I command you: put down the club and the bow, and let them depart, and let there be an end.

Bram: And Chimalli watched the city's answer, and understood that the thing he had felt coiling all winter had passed a point from which there was no returning: because the city did not obey. For the first time in living memory, the Mexica heard the voice of the Great Speaker command them, and did not sit. A roar went up instead — grief and fury and betrayal all in one sound — and Chimalli heard, near him in the press, a war-captain bawl up at the parapet the unthinkable thing, the thing no lord in the council had been able to make his mouth shape all winter, shouted now freely by a nobody in a crowd.

War_captain: You are not our Speaker now! The strangers' woman puts her breath in your mouth! Sit in your cage, woman-of-the-strangers — we have chosen a Speaker who will FIGHT!

Bram: And the crowd took it up, and the thing was done, the man set aside in the same breath he was defied, and Chimalli felt it happen and could not even grieve it cleanly, because part of him — the soldier, the hawk, the man who had wanted the leash off — agreed. And then the missiles flew. The crowd had stones, and slings, and the roof was in range, and a city that has just unmade its king in its own heart does not think before it throws. A storm of stones and arrows went up at the parapet, and Chimalli saw the strangers on the roof scramble their shields up, and saw the slave-woman pulled back and down out of the arc by a stranger's arm, and saw the Speaker — old before his time, a god an hour ago, a set-aside man now — saw him struck, saw him go down, and could not have told you, then or ever, whether the stone that felled him came from the hand of his own furious city or whether, in the scramble and the shields and the bodies closing over him, some other hand finished in the confusion what the city had begun. It happened behind a wall of shields and backs, up high, in a rain of stones, in a single churning moment, and no one below could see the truth of it, and perhaps no one above could either. The Speaker went down out of sight, and the fighting did not even pause, and days later the word came out of the palace that he was dead, and no two men who carried the word agreed on how. Chimalli stood in the plaza after the parapet had cleared, in the roar and the flying stones and the smoke, and felt the last thing go. Not his faith — that had cracked in the feast-court and would not finish breaking for a terrible year yet. This was smaller and more political and, in its way, more final: the death of the last thread by which any of this could have ended in something other than the ruin of everything. While the Speaker lived, even captured, even defied, there had been a man on the other side of the war who could, in principle, be treated with, a shape the ending might take that was not simply everyone dead. Now there was no such man, on either side. There was a set-aside king dying behind a wall, and a slave who had been dragged down out of the arrows still breathing, and across the smoking plaza, for one held instant, Chimalli's eye met hers where she had been pulled to the parapet's edge, and hers met his — the enemy who understood him better than anyone he could reach, the Nahua he was dying for who wore the strangers' purpose — and neither of them made any sign at all, because there was nothing to sign, because they both already knew exactly which way the war was going and exactly what it would cost, and then the shields closed over her and the moment was gone and Chimalli turned back to the work of closing the trap. They decided to run for it in the dark, in the rain, and Beltrán — who had counted the causeways, and the gaps in them, and the depth of the black water on either side — thought it was the maddest thing the captain had asked of them yet, and also the only thing left, and both of those were true, and that was the whole of the Noche Triste in one breath before it began. The plan was a portable bridge. The causeway to the west, to Tlacopan, was the shortest road off the island, and the city had cut the gaps in it — the wooden spans lifted out, leaving stretches of open black water between the stone sections — so the strangers built a bridge they could carry, one span, to lay across each gap in turn, cross, lift, carry to the next. It might even have worked, on a dry night, quietly, with disciplined men. But the men were not disciplined that night, because the men were loaded with gold. There was a whole dead king's treasure in the palace, and the captain had told them to take what they could carry, and the veterans, who knew what gold weighed, took a little; and the new men, Narváez's men, who had crossed an ocean for exactly this, loaded themselves like mules — bars and disks of it stuffed in their shirts and their packs and knotted in cloths at their belts — and a man wearing thirty pounds of gold and forty of steel does not swim. They went out at midnight in a downpour, no torches, no drum, the whole column creeping down out of the palace and onto the causeway in the roaring rain, and for a few hundred heartbeats Beltrán let himself believe they would steal the whole army out of the sleeping city under the cover of the storm. He was near the front, behind the vanguard that carried the bridge. He had a little gold — a few good pieces, sensibly stow…